Sunday, June 29

fucking cunt ass shit bitch ...

i couldn't sleep all night -- i need to shower for work in like 30 minutes. i just wanted to quickly say that i'm getting really fucking sick of poker. i'm up over 300 in non showdown winnings over the last 11k hands and down over 500 in showdown winnings. the coolers and beats seriously need to stop, i keep getting very close to breaking my computer and/or phone. i'm playing good poker, thinking about my decisions and as soon as i find myself on autopilot i get up and go to sleep or do something else. i seriously can't remember the last time i got action with a good hand and had that hand hold up, or when i got in a huge draw that had an equity edge and actually hit it. i miss the crazy heater i had between my 50NL start and 100NL start -- i was up like 40-50 buyins between the two limits over 3 or 4 weeks.

idk if i'm even going to play later today, depends how tired i am after work and if i can find something to do. i'd really rather go to the pool and gym and then jacuzzi later, i'll try to make that happen. i seriously am going to spaz out if i can't book a winning session soon. FUCKKKKKKKK.

-geoff

2 comments:

Ken C said...

welcome to my world. 11k hands of non-stop ghey has me down 19bi on the month. woot.

I've played once in the last 12 days. Tired of it. Hoping a fresh month will give me a fresh start.

geoffp said...

same -- this shit is whack.

hopefully a nice july is in both of our futures.